143Usagi

Ive tried for all that im worth to pull out of this mad house yet i never solved my greatest troubles. To run from my troule am i truly jut a coward. Everyone around me is dying and the only thing i can do is shed these tears for the fallen. I need to find myself and pull myself out before its to late.

The world is based on self-pity. Hate runs through man leaving sadness and though i see this i feel a darker tomarrow approaching.

Death is a solemn thing that is not praised it is nothing but pain. But beside its grief it also brings a new chapter. A chapter that is repeated. The cycle of life. Is it all as bad as humanity thinks or is it....just as normal as sadness?

                            Solemness I thought i could do everything on my own but the only thing i do is bring grief. The life i lived can i truly say it was worth living? I cry but am never heard instead im left in darkness where i am not to be found. Darkness surrounds me and i feel sadness. They say im stupid and instead of disagreeing im so worthless i agree. I cant make my own decisions and feel as though people are shoving what they want in my throat. Can it be helped? They think not. They dont care so im hear to face this crazed world.

       Drawing is the only thing that helps me escape this pain I feel. The hollowness inside ones heart could someone help me? Why is it I that cry in the solemn night. There is nothing inside my heart and feel this endless darkness. I could cry but the only one to hear would be me. Fear runs through the face of mankind and there is war. Children dying and people crying this world is only of war. People longing for their lost ones. Soldiers running and risking their lives for this damned earth. So we should ask are selves why do we deserve to live if all we do is bring harm to those around us

Boy you bring the light to me when i feel down and im glad to see your face. Your voice is all i need to keep my head up and since your mine im glad to say that i love you. May i ask why your so great. Your joyfull and it makes my day. Your smile is like the sun and im a proud to say your mine. Dear how i love you so.

My love i know that you dont know me but i like you so much. You dont notice me but i still never forgot how i luv you so. Is it wrong to love you? People say im weird but does that mean you have to think that? You chose another girl for her looks and i know im not the prettiest but i have so much to offer than looks so wont you give me a chance. I cant take it anymore my heart skips a beat whenever your near but...you still walk on by not knowing the pain you cause me. Dont i deserve a chance to prove to you tha-that i love you. Im truly sorry but im going to have to say bye.

Daddy is a liar he hurt my feelings. He told me i was stupid and made me cry. Daddy dont worry ill always be by your side. Daddy i know we havent always seen the best of things but i promise will get to be best friends. So now daddy please dont leave me in the darkness cause i will wait for you till you decide to forgive me.

                       My love i wait by my window side and wait for you to return to me. you tell me i am yours and you are mine. Our hearts well never be seperated because are love is one of a kind. You tell me never to never forget how you love me. You truly are one of a kind and yes you better belive it your mine. Our souls have been combined since the beginning of time so when you stop to think i hope you belive our love is special.

There is a thin line between good and evil. So how do you now if someone is born evil or good? Do you judge pretend to not care?                     Truth is no one is set free of there wrong doing we are all captured by evil. With evil comes pain, sarrow, and envy. that is what earth is a rude and dark awakening its.....never ending pain.         We are truly the damned souls of earth and in us is mistakes. I truly feel like the burden of the earth and in my heart all ther is to see is coldness.